“31. Rock a bye baby In the tree top When the wind blows You start to rock When your rope breaks You start to fall And down will go baby Razors and all Scars on your hips And words on their lips Worthless you were, At least that’s what they said And you believed every word that they forced in your head But now the joke is over Your blood has run cold And no one is laughing, not anymore Rock a bye baby Goodbye and goodnight I’ll miss you forever, but one day I’ll be by your side.”
“32. You don’t know pain until you’re staring at yourself in the mirror with tears in your eyes, begging yourself to just hold on and be strong. THAT is pain.”
“33. I’ve been dead along time now. No ones knows it yet but I’ve been gone for quite some time. They don’t notice and I never expected them to. I mean, how could they? I laugh the same. I smile the same. I eat the same. I even have the same habits.
But what they don’t know is it’s all a façade I set for this empty shell to keep up. I’ve been dead for along time now but I didn’t want to hurt those around me.
I created a puppet of my own mind and will so while I am gone it will keep my place and carry on. I’ve been dead along time now but shhhh.. don’t tell anyone.”
“34. Before you ask why someone hates you, ask yourself why you give a fuck.”
“35. DEPRESSION IS A FLAW IN CHEMISTRY NOT CHARACTER.”
“36. Sometimes you have to accept the fact that certain things will never go back to how they use to be.”
“37. Yeah. She’s smiling. But don’t let that fool you. Look into her eyes. She’s breaking inside.”
“38. I REFUSE TO SINK.”
“39. WORST THINGS TO SAY TO SOMEONE WHO IS DEPRESSED – You just need to give yourself a kick in the rear. – No one ever said life was fair. – There are a lot of people worse off than you. – Well, everyone gets depressed sometimes! – Maybe you should take vitamins for your stress.
You need a hobby. – Just pull yourself together. – Just try a little harder! – You have no reason to feel this way. – You will be ok, just hang in there, it will pass. – You don’t like feeling that way? So, change it. – You have it so good, why aren’t you happy? – I thought you were stronger than that. – Snap out of it, will you?.”
“40. “Depression is the most unpleasant thing I have ever experienced…. It is that absence of being able to envisage that you will ever be cheerful again. The absence of hope.
That very deadened feeling, which is so very different from feeling sad. Sad hurts but it’s a healthy feeling. It is a necessary thing to feel. Depression is very different.””
